2005.
a year of memories.

started at njc.
meeting people at the side gate bus stop to enter school together.
looking at ppl on the bus wearing the nj uniform, hoping i'll be doing that next year.
orientation 2005 - la famiglia - the family
first day in school - hannah the ogl (from de stefano) - 4/1 people generally stuck together -
subject combi talks
choosing subject combi - took double double, just like my brother -

2nd day
classes out
05s03 - antonio! - limziheng!! hahaha long lost pri sch friend yay
ogls - chok, henry, anup, xue li
sitting outside the bookshop
getting orientation packages
learning how to put on the collar badge
sat beside rongyao who was beside jiaxing. can't remember who's on my left.
played this name game thing - mov left deepest impression cos his memory was so good.

mass dance everyday for 3 days - can't dance for nuts, haha
antonio - kick your butt cheer
station games! swoosh was damn nice. my favourite!
class dinner at KAP - flooded with new njcians
house outing to Fish & Co - the glass house -
walking to fort canning hill as suggested by wenyun (got a lot of couples there, haha how you know!!)
tell ghost stories - janice damn scared-
walked to clarke quay and sat down - played the stupid mosquito fly from here to there to there game -
went home with chok, tried to take taxi (he was rushing back) but failed, took train
NJ DANCE PARTY! - ok i didnt dance. so what? haha - had fun eating
back to lessons - mrs soh!! omg she damn boring i keep sleeping during fm lect hahaha -

council pubstunts - interest-
picking up council form
going for interviews
ogl selection
preparation for O2 - ogl camp - OG comm!!
first 3 months last few days - photo frenzy -
http://www.zorpia.com/cgi/album.cgi?147890
release of results
njc!! =)

coming to school at 6.30-6.45 for a week
og19 - pinglong yongkia yinghui chengliang siying hweemeng shufen sheryl wenling cherie qinglun calvin naraen winston (sorry i only consider these ppl as REAL og19 peeps)
ogls - natalie chitra and me
subject combi selection - still double double -
no one in og19 chose same combi as me =(
scandaling yinghui + hweemeng, making them do mass dance together hahaha
supposed to anyhow grab people and make them join your og on the 2nd day
but og19 stuck to us - touched -
thanks for not ponning
station games! tchs guys were damn enthu, i'm glad you all had fun =)
og dinner on 2nd day!! so united hahaha
og outing on saturday at yinghui's house - took taxi there but ended up in a CEMETARY! scared the heck out of me, realised i overshot haha -
his house damn cool & big - kept losing at mahjong and cards but the guys were nice about it =)
dinner at coro, stupid pong's joke about "EHH what a coincidence! i'm having dinner, what you all doing here?" haha
og dinners every friday
i'm so proud of how united we were
stopped when people got too busy =(
best time of my life
http://www.zorpia.com/cgi/album.cgi?album_id=182802&username=xiuming&start=all

council candidates namelist out
tay xiu ming - number 86
busy period
making poster till 3, 4 am in the morning
2.4 run the next day, screwed up but nevertheless got gold for napfa hahahaa
campaigining - SAAXY - shawn alfred avalene xiuming yeewen
"the girl with the X-factor" haha crap la
stickers, posters all over school
speech day - damn screwed up -
council elections
results
njc 38th student council.

elects' camp
!kung bushmen
leexinyi, vivien, khairi, chooisum, jocelyn, simon, weihao, me (i'm sorry if i forgot your name i have super bad memory)
24km hike
night activity - super meaningful. thanks to the senior who guided me back on the right track, whoever you are. haha -
exco elections
shawn as pres, huilin as vp, blah blah
suihang as capt
house VC elections
zhiru as vice capt
comm allocations - let me get it, pls pls pls. -
yay - aqua welfare head -
38th student council investiture
mosaic - pieces of me, pieces of you... together we form a complete picture -
AQUA HAT: suihang zhiru haowen me
AQUA councillors: rudy azhar me shawn dency xiaoting haowen zhiru charmaine wenhao michael suihang
http://www.zorpia.com/cgi/album.cgi?182813

june
started catching up with all the ex-cssians
lewis' bday!! - surprise at sentosa - seoul garden
http://www.zorpia.com/cgi/album.cgi?197429
aqua JTS - fish & co suntec - oh yah had OG outing before that, faked i was lost to delay time
come on la, me lost? quite impossible. hahaha ANYWAY
gave them frying pans
zhiru!! happy birthday =)
had fun with whipped cream

common tests
SHITTY results - damn sad about my MC why so lan? -
preparation for TIP
busy with council work and house activities
breakdown

birthday celebrations on 4/8. - thanks veron for planning everything love ya lots really -
thanks everyone for bothering to remember it and thanks for the presents
happy bday to you too naraen

taiwan immersion programme (SG) - liyunshan daxiong huyongting jimmy christine xiaoye peter henry zhaoyu barbie lisa ziyun zirong yuanting boann -
welcome speech by my buddy haha
in national day celebrations (NDC) organising comm - log comm with kelvin -
must reach school by 5.30 on 8/8
stayover at steph's house with the TIP ppl. didnt sleep the whole night. spent awake with daxiong.
walked to school by 530 the next morning. damn scary, damn tired. started talking rubbish about hair in some place. hahahaha (HAOWEN i hope your're reading this!!!)
quite succesful event
after school went to watch charlie and choc factory with tippers - spent sleeping -
shopped (ok they shopped i waited) at far east with buddy and huyongting
blah blah can't remember
farewell speech by my buddy - ok la i cried! so loser -
farewell dinner - ok fine i cried again can hahaa -
airport - didnt shed a tear - see you all in december
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had damn hard time trying to catch up with all the schoolwork
my life's worst results: 2.5/22 for chem test
but what the heck my chem sucks la - never pass chem test before hahaha -
teachers' day celeberations - council skit -
mass dance after tdc, fun. i miss orientation times

promos - seriously hoping to get promoted with 4 subs
ABEE
haha my chem sucks. physics too.
MC 'S'.
i'm sorry i made you guys disappointed. =/

open day 2005 - different faces, different places, NJ AMAZES.
oh yeah. RED HAIR, super busy the whole day.
it rocked la. i still remember that comment
"demolished the image of NJ as a mugger school"
or something like that. hahaha YAY
ogl interview - haha it feels good to make people nervous and like, ask them questions -
i'm so sadistic. lol.
ogl selection
i'm sorry. i tried. really.
chinese AO levels... i duno what to say. hope for the best la. =)
grad night @ swissotel the stamford
not much to say (and quite lazy too after typing so much)

orientation preparations start. STALIA ESTRELLAS
asclepius!
had first ogl meeting within aqua
thought of cheers
CHANGED NAME. grrr
antaios!
left for taiwan before anything was settled.
sorry ogls. must make you all do my work. =/

7th dec
taiwan immersion programme (TW)
reached chiang kai-shek airport around 4.45
damn cold!! haha
the bus stopped at songshan for us to deposit luggages.
went hai ba wang for dinner
understood the feeling of being famous when the taiwanese were screaming for us
hahaha AHHH liyunshan!!
crazy phototaking sessions. official photographer for weiloong. hahaha lots of fun
got their uniform.
went songshan the next day. (BY TAXI! hahaha)
met the rest and ate at school. - left for paintball game -
oh no last time together before a long loooong time. sighs
went gongguan, shilin, ximending, wufenpu, 101, warner, xinguangsanyue, and a lot a lot of places.
joined 215 for lessons. chinese, history, bio, chem, physics, music, nursing, art, geog. - bored -
ironically, the day i had most fun with songshan wasnt spent in songshan.
we went jiufen on a tour bus. see mountain and seas la. shopped at this street with a lot of singaporeans inside. guess there's a tour there or something.
NJ SHOT!! wang zi!! help us take. hahahahaha - damn mean. whatever man! -
went liu fu cun (some amusement park) on sat!
had fun. haha cos it was with njcians.
went her taoyuan house. her mother brought us to tomato farm. hahaha had fun plucking tomatoes out. =)
went back to school on monday. last day of school.
took photos with the class only on that day
deposit luggage at jiao shi hui guan
went partyworld - their version of kbox - to find the others.
quite irritating some people keep hogging mike and it's not like they sing very nice... hmm.

joined the whole group again for guided tours to hualian and taidong
stayed at 5 star hotel! probably the best part of the huadong trip. haha
boring boring! keep seeing mountains seas temples stairs bridges
but funny. nj people (more like table 1 people) keep taking sensual photos.
and the few of us formed this group and started to take MVs in the cave we were visiting. lol.
walk walk walk POSE. walk walk walk POSE.
then fuwei chingwei and jason formed another grp. copycat! roarrr.
thanks huimin for taking photos and MVs. hahaha
karaoke on bus. damn sad got mike hoggers. sigh
bought more food! lol
went back taipei! -it's great to see lights and cars and people -
lousy jiao shi hui guan
slept with yingying and steph
ok la quite big room - at least the toilet's big hahaha -
sneaked out to shilin w/o telling mr gwee
he thought we were "around the area" - actually i think he knows but just act blur let us have fun -
went gugong the next day. musuem. how interesting can it get. haha steph yingying and i got "lost" halfway.
released for lunch
went ximending!
in love with the puma bag
borrowed money from vj guys
changed money at some hotel there - exchange rate only 1 to 18, but nvm i want the bag! -
what the heck, same as weiloong one. hahaha. he damn sad
bought candy with my new changed money - i think still not enough to go around, sigh -
went back. returned the vj guy money.
rehearsals at the hotel. screwed up a little haha forgot steps already la.
actual performance. quite ok - thanks yanyan for screaming my name. lol -
dinner
more performances
songshan's performance was ok. gao ruo ting's brother damn cute. "kan dao nei ku le!" lol
stole food at other ppl's tables. hahaha

stayed at weiloong's room for the night. talk + wtached tv until 4++ am
i fell asleep while liang jing ru was singing "ke xi bu shi ni" i think.
woke up at 6.15 feeling freezing cold. weiloong was using the thick blanket while i was stuck with the small (pathetic) TEDDY BEAR BLANKET. grrr.
forgot my shoes were in their room
walked back barefoot. - stupid me -
started writing letters for people
too lazy to write for everyone so did it selectively.
7am. alarm. yingying turned it off and went back to sleep.
steph's alarm. ring snooze ring snooze ring snooze. reset
9am. wake up lar.
sent opp with steph to get breakfast.
yingying went out with chengyuan ppl. - go cut hair -
sent steph off. i'm her only loyal friend i tell you. hahaha
stayed in my room - i'm so angry with myself. why didnt i go out. i still have money!!! sigh -
so frustrated when people didnt come back by the original time.
damn pissed. anyhow pack
you all very irresponsible you know. -.-
left for airport at last
glam weiloong and me. hhaha. ate starbucks cake with the remaining coins.
why nj always first to do everything. check in and whatever. sigh
31.6kg!! haha ha
took photos
rush rush rush
went in
rush rush rush
board plane
changed seats - ended up beside this hc girl called yiyun she's quite nice =)
watched qian bei bu zui. very nice movie!
landing damn LOUSY. but everyone cheer cos we were happy. haha
unpack
TONS OF FOOD
- just found out some spoil already! omgggg so SAD! i havent even open lehhh

photos! http://spaces.msn.com/members/zedorzee/

xmas.
exchanged gifts with lewis and sinyee.
hope you guys like whatever i bought.
hope the voodoos work for both of you. =)

more preparations for orientation
walk in + skit rehearsals
OGL CAMP - grp 9 - NAI NAI.
who who who who who who who who who
whose your father whose your mother
we're your nai nai's BANG
yeh yeh

lol
songshan outing with like 7 people. hahaha
late for about 25 min. oops.
waited for ppl
went cine to eat BK - bought beef burger w/o knowing it. beef is not nice ok! stop killling cows. =(
bought steph's present.
waited for karen
took neoprints. the guys DESTROYED IT! grrr.
went steph's house - sorry huimin! make you wait so long.. paisehh -
SURPRISE!
lalala
mr chia also came!
suaning session. lol. oops i think her mother thinks i'm very rude.

full dress rehearsal 1
SCREWED UP BIG TIME SIGH
never mind still got 1 week
i saw zhang laoshi!! talked to her for some time
laoshi i miss you leh
but next year still must go chinese class! whyyy =(
KAP with ogls. haha had fun questioning kenneth and suaning haowen - 99 hearts lalala -

31st DEC.
council meeting
went well
everyone quite high
changed teachers! HAT is under mr sito. he seems nice.
haha mr teo remembers my face! he was like ehh you are a councillor ah?
yeah =)

i still cannot believe it's the last day of 2005.
feels like orientation's still damn far away.
hahaha

ok congrats to whoever is reading this for making it to the last few lines.
i hope you didnt skip anything. =)

HAPPY NEW YEAR people.

taiwan was fun.
lazy to blog.
go see photos yourself: http://spaces.msn.com/members/zedorzee/



orientation preparations keep me busy and damn tired
but somehow i manage to find the energy to stay awake till 2.30++ to CHAT
and still wake up at 6++ to go school. hahaha i am great.
crazy.

STALIA ESTRELLAS!! 3 days. damn fast!!!
lets hope everything works out.
antaios rocks. =)
nj rocks. =)





i feel like a sidekick.
and i really don't like it when we walk in together
and they go "hi" to you only even though i'm there too
i don't like things this way. =/

last blog entry before i fly! hahaha

lalala actually i have nothing much to blog about la

went out with lews and sy on sat, caught chicken little!
damn funny hahaha
nice shows going on both in front of me and beside me
LOL

*grabs mike and sings*
"so tell me what you want, what you really really want"
LOL
seriously worth watching. it's super funny.
very cute characters also. FISH! and something-ky. the alien. haha

then went into a frenzy taking neoprints! hahaha someone kept stepping on the "take photo" button accidentally!! flash flash flash.. lol
sy kept sweating while decorating neoprints and cutting them. haha *cough*oser. ok i shall be nice. hmm

i am so broke. sigh.
don'twannagoschoolyouhurryupreplymela!!

i tend to feel antisocial for a few days a month.

hahaha. some people call it pms.

when it happens, i just want to be left alone.
i.e., no outings. no meetings. no practices.
i wish some people would just let. me. be.
UGHHH.



and sometimes i help do things because people seem to be in a bad mood
but that's it.
don't start pushing stuff to me
and asking me stuff that are out of my control, stuff that i wouldn't know
i'm not telepathic! and it's not my fault people aren't coming.
...
and it's not your fault either. fine.


...
i shall stop here
before i start scolding the whole world.

this christmas..

i wish..

for a little more love

and attention

to go around the world... =)

christmas is coming! yays
haha people, pls start thinking about what you want
i'll try.
haha

time to think about what i want too. hmm.
ipod nano!! wait for me ok. someday. haha

hmm going taiwan soon. 2 week 3 days more
anything you guys want me to buy?
taggg!

hahaha my entries depressing meh.
(ok la quite)
i shall blog about positive things!

recommended a job to sy yesterday
as *****rina (supposed to be a secret lol)
hahaha hope she gets it!!
den i can see her when i leave (and come back to) singapore!
the job suits her to a T la. really. lol

oh i've started playing neopets AGAIN!
shows how bored i can get
ehh WHAT. i can earn like 20000 np a day man.
that comes from playing games alone (!!)
lol

hmm ogl list out
ogl briefing this thurs
don't feel like going leh
been zi bi-ing a lot recently
so unlike me! haha

fri got briefing at RJ
7pm
will miss my wangzibianqingwa leh!! sighhh
last 4 episodes le so exciting haha

more exciting stuff!!
HAOWEN GOT A BLOG la!
lol lol lol
like at last
he must be bored too
---> ehh we go take part in the racial harmony amazing race thing lehhh.
fun leh
and i love racial harmony lor. hohoho

i want to shop
and buy lots and lots of things
haha. retail therapy does wonders.
but no money la
at the rate i'm going, i'm gonna go bankrupt soon.
so must zi bi for awhile.
---> i miss shopping with lews and sy during christmas. sunglasses. haha.
we should do it again! maybe when i'm back.

lews! better buy xiaolongbao back for me ok
and buy tons of nice stuff
or else
YOU WANNA DIE? HURHURR.
*gives menacing look*
ok la. enjoy your holiday there.
take more pictures. i wanna see!
"ye shanghai, ye shanghai, ni shi yi ge wu ye cheng"
hahaha shit i'm mad
i also want to go!! =D

i should get started on homework.
i said on sunday: "i'm gonna do maths TMR!"
and i said it again yesterday
and chances are i'm gonna say it again today. hahaha
arghhh
i don't have a lot of tmr's left before taiwan comes
time to wake up!!!

maybe tmr. haha


ps: super boring entry la. reflects my current life. haha

so you think you're so great huh?


whatever, man.

do you feel that something's changed?
hmm.
no longer the same.
conversations are dying.
hmm.
where has the fun gone?

haha.
guess you'll never found out
i'm talking about you.
or rather, us.
hmm.

piang
my blog is positively lan diao-ing. haha

chinese exam on monday. dont wanna talk about it la sigh.
hope for a2 perhaps?
had kbox after that with the css ppl: sy sk wl km cw

they were like over 1 hour plus late. -.- besides sy la
hahaha ok not the point.

ok admit i was feeling bored
but watching km cw wl sk fight over peanuts was funny
hahaha. esp KM! he pay 15 bucks to eat peanut and be technician can!
lol
then had dinner + gossip. very fun la.
i miss css ppl.

tues
ARGH suan le. rot. haha

wed
council meeting + 3rd dry run (teacher was late for like 1 hour)
haha dry run until 1.30
lunch with my fav ppl! zr sh + basil
met council ppl at curry wok
bitch again. hahaha

town with lor, tran and veron
weird combi!
(oh shucks just remember must scan the polaroid so3 girls took. so random. ok.)
took neoprints
scream like MAD hahahaha stupid screen tried to kill lor and me
damn funny when we editing scream and scream.
ok la quite fun haha

thurs
rot again
must do i&r and op slides ARGHHH
OH YAH OH YAH STEPH ROCKS
she is damn good.
her shoe won champion!
so proud of you
to think it's the same girl who pretends to be superman in glass lifts. hahahaha
oops sorry steph

fri (tmr)
4th dry run
hope everything goes well la!
kbox! again! hahaha shld be fun
unless others turn up
yucks. lalala
candy lee! ur best friend lor! better don't go man!
hahaha. shit i damn bad


ok I don't talk cok le.
shall go prepare for my DRY RUN
i will be the BEST SPEAKER can!
yay pw ROCKS. " "
and it's gonna be over. hahaha. =)

had quite a bad scare yesterday.

huilin stuck her foot into a needle!

ohmygoshh and i was like right there to witness everything la. shucckksss it was SCARY can!

she was talking to celeste in the SL and i just chupped in
and she stood up
then sat down again, seemingly in pain.

there was something in her left foot.
she took off her socks
ohmygossshhhh

there was white thread sticking out of her big toe
the needle went in
brave huilin tried pulling it out; it got too painful; there were tears in her eyes

people started coming in
tran,shuying,kelvin
celeste was frantic; who should she call
hahaha i immediately thought of siyuan (first aider) lol

grace,ben,lee xinyi, veron,michelle,chooi sum
huilin called her dad
"papa, i stepped on a needle and it went into my toe
there is thread sticking out.
blah blah
ok dad, i'll inform mum now"

shuying said to bring her to GO and that she had already informed mr. menon
tran: call a taxi
huilin said bring her to SGHl; her dad was there
she tried to stand up
crazy
ben carried her
strong leh
crazy huilin still laughing, saying "noooo. i'm very heavy"
hahahha

most people followed them out
chunlong brought a chair out from the CR
good effort, we appreciate it really
but they were gone

hahaha crazy.
me michelle chooisum
shaken
started looking for needles on the SL floor
vacuum carpet.
useless

some impt person came
scold scold scold
oops will i get sued for talking about ppl

"why was the needle there?"
"who was injured"
"it's huilin AGAIN"
"isn't HALO sometime, a week, ago?"

blame blame blame

too late.

hmm

more impt ppl
removed all carpets from SL

case closed
why exciting things keep happening to her
hahaha

oh no this is sad.

after doing the survey thingy today

i realised something.

i think i'm quite picky with people i work with...
and i don't really like my class.

and..

i've got no best friends in this school. not really.


sigh.



oh shut up xm.

oh i do wish i could kill you.

sigh.

stop holding me back. you're wasting my time.



i hate this.

hey ya guys and gals!!

NJC's having a year end celebration, [Horror.After.Lights.Out.], to mark the end of the school year!! The event will be held on this coming Friday, 21st October 2005, from 17 30 till 21 30 in the National Junior College compounds!! There will be a night trail, a freaky haunted house, a mini food carnival, a ghost story telling session, and to round things up, a funky dance party, complete with a DJ!!!

Best of all, everyone's welcome!!The admission ticket for the event is $3, which entitles you for free admission to the Ghost Story Telling Session and Dance Party, as well as a $1 off to the night trail ,and a $2 off to the haunted house!!

So what are you waiting for? Contact me to buy the tickets [limited amount of tickets!!!], and join us for the celebration! See you then!!!


(btw. $3 is only for admission. you still have to pay $2 for haunted house and $1 for nightwalk on the day itself. so sorry about it. i just found out too =/)

got this from one of those silly chain emails. but it's kind of interesting..


Did you know that when you envy someone, it's because you really like that person?

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are weak and most susceptible in reality?

Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them?

Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are : I love you, sorry and help me?
that the people who say these are actually in need of them or really feel them, and are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them?

Did you know that people who occupy themselves with keeping others company or helping others, are the ones who actually need your company and help?

Did you know that people who dress in red are more confident about themselves?

Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those who enjoy their beauty?

Did you know that those who dress in black are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?

Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?

Did you know that those who need more of you, are those who don't mention it to you?

Did you know that it is easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it in someone's face?
but did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?

Did you know that what is most difficult for you to say or do is much more valuable than anthing which can be bought with money?

Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?

Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith?
and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.

aiyahhh

super bored.

i want to watch wang zi bian qing wa for hours and hours on end! it's a fantastic show.

but no vcd. someone buy for me lehs.

crazy.




losing a purpose in life.

emptyness.

oh no i won't go back there.




hahaha die.

people say i am childish.

i'm not la. really.

just that we need entertainment to lighten things up.

and who else to provide it but me? hahaha

ok i should just stop finding excuses.

i admit i am childish.
because i refuse to accept this world.



lalala.

so random.




i'm not a good person.
but i do try hard to be one.

for the first time, i saw true spirit in the class.

ok though it's over some stupid thing.

like stapling papers.

but still.

never seen so many people united, working towards a common goal before.

15 or so of us, seated around a table.

just like a production line! lol. producing answer schemes.


everyone contributed copying cards at this last min attempt to distribute papers to the class.
(cos the photocopying shop auntie was SLACKING! she closed shop before 5 la damnn)

we were frantically photocopying in the library. making so much noise. hahahaah


aiyahh whatever.

point is, everyone weren't just thinking of themselves anymore.

which is a good change, i must say.


then when everything was done

we went outside and queued up to take the papers.

just like prisoners were queueing up for food.

oh never mind. hahahaah


damn funny, candy and i kept trying to cut the queue. hahahaha



ook. that's abt it abt class spirit.







oo. mr goh said something really interesting in class yesterday.

about Earth's magnetic field reversing.

he said the earth's magnetic field reverses itself every 250 000 years.


but we're already into our 1 millionth year.

and the field has not been reversed yet.

so logically speaking... it could reverse while you're reading this.


so what's the big deal?


no one knows how long the fields will take to reverse.

it could be a few days.

or a few thousand years.

and during this time, there will be absolutely no magnetic screening from the sun.


i.e. you could get cancer just by being in the sun for a few minutes.

you might have to go out only at night. and sleep in the day.

or we might have to build everything underground.

my bro says humans could be wiped out totally.


can you imagine the world then?

scary.

i've come to discover....


that i'm only using my blog as a link to others. -.-

declaration of love!

read it here.

http://hanirehs.blogspot.com/

haha.

quoted from steph's blog:

i'm so blessed that when i'm down i have people to talk to
that when i cry, i have shoulders to cry on
and when i fall
there are hands outstretched to pick me up.

i'm so blessed that it's not just a mere 1 or 2
i realize i've taken it for granted that these people are there for me

but still
i'm thankful God put you there at the right time and the right place
and i'm thankful you're my friend.


hmm. these may not be my words, but i think they convey everything i feel right now.


thanks.


thought of the day:
A perfect world. will you really be happy living there? or is it just a temporary desire to escape?

cont'd..



steph yunshan yongting
at the zoo.. taking photos with the (fake) cow


weiloong yunshan jason
comparing who's leg is longest
we've got an obvious loser here.. hahah


that day after kbox and trying to watch ndp
went for dinner at yingying's house
ohmygossh yunshan's tongue is horrendously long. haha
(blue cos we just drank pepsi ice)


jimmy
he damn smart la "occasionally" gets 2nd in school


viv yingying me weiloong
the ba gua group! we love gossiping. haha


comparing who's leg and tongue
is longer (again..lol)


yunshan's laughing at him not having eyebrows. hahahaha


chingwei and tingyuan
got couple look! lalala.


weiloong and i. i like this photo =)


zihao jason yunshan yongting weiloong
chingwei damn extra lar
but cannot help it! tall what. just like me =P


bullshit5 (daxiong jason peter chingwei weiloong)


wangzi boann zihao weiloong jason tingyuan
me steph daxiong vivien debo
group photo~ =)


bullshit5 and STEPHH


peter barbie jason weiloong zhaoyu fuwei chingwei
lol barbie damn cute! look like shu nu hahaha
ohmygod what's fu wei doing! LOL


huimin, barbie, zirong and HCI guy. hahahhah
he super enthu HC one lar. yucks. -.-


vivien and her buddy. re qing ben fang! haha


my buddy and i
last day in school


weiloong me steph
doing the "honey" ending pose


henry weiloong and me!
damn funny lar we were at hotel den i kept doing this
"sorryy" thing to weiloong (with this pose) hahaa
think he wanted to die! LOL.


daxiong me yunshan..yay. songshan rocks la! =)


yingying me chock'sbuddy ziyun weiloong
ahhha i still duno her buddy's name. shitttt.
oh i finally remember think it's lisa or smth. haha


jason daxiong jimmy fuwei
steph yongting yunshan weiloong!
all from/going to song shan.. except a few extras haha.


airport on final day.
one of the last photos. =(



pianng. wei loong damn AA la. keep appearing in my photos. hahaha
more photos coming up if there's time to blog.

I really should start studying. sigh.

hmm.

the sun seems to have stopped shining nowadays.

rain.. rain.. and more rain..

depressing.




i thought things would get better now that i have more free time.

but reality proved me wrong.

...


got 2.5 upon 22 for the latest chem test.

taiwan immersion is no longer an excuse.

i need to find my brain back.

sigh.







worries and fears.

finally hunted me down.








i should have known better.

photos! at long last haha =)

(hope this finally works i've tried to post the photos up 3 times just now but it kept having problems.. sigh)

lalala.



a very excited steph and vivien on the first day.



mr gwee and his super mismatched tie...



the 30 of us! =)

eating at some ulu chinatown hawker centre. =/ haha


far east plaza.

at oscar's (i think that's the name) in anchorpoint.
(my buddy's the one in green. damn cute lar hahaha)

at the welcome dinner! wahh our costumes damn cool. LOL.
(the food's crap. THEY HAVE SHARKS' FIN THAT TASTES LIKE KAYA!
'nuff said. don't ever go conrad hotel.)



night safari! my first time there!! hahaha.
damn cool la beside this sign got like so many torches. (think survivor)


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aiyah so irritating.

tonight's internet damn slow.

blog more another time la. -.-

starting to get scared.

who's next to fall?

i am going to die of fat one day.

gross~~~~~

been eating roti boy everyday for as long as I can remember.

EWWWWW.. so sick of it. but somehow it's always in my house.

it's like super oily la.




KELLY got into the finals! hahahaha.

I am so going to buy the album.

with the $20 voucher that PRISTINE gave me. hahahahaha. thanks girl. =)




oh shut up xiu ming.

back to mugging~ lol

it's been so long, I don't know where to begin.

hmm.

the taiwan immersion programme (the singapore wing) has officially ended.

life goes back to normal.

I no longer have any more excuses to skip lessons! SOBBBB



we had farewell dinner on thursday. must admit I was SUPER SUPER high. I feel quite sorry for weilong, who had the ERHMM... HONOUR to sit with me.

I was totally doing stupid things. like taking the napkin, covering my face, then bringing the napkin down and going "SORRRRRYYY" hahahahahaha. damn retarded, I tell you.

we learnt the dance for cyndi wang's HONEY in less than one hour!! yays. it was actually songshan's mass dance song. so cool la.

songshan rocks. that's why I'm posted there. hurhurhur. =)



anyway.

I've learnt a lot during these 2 weeks of immersion.

like which part of singapore is best to shop at, where is there the nicest food, stuff like that.

like how I suck at singing (hahaha.. 20++ people in ONE room in k-box), how I totally cannot handle stress, etc..


but ultimately, I guess the best part of this immersion programme is that it allows people to bond together.

like how me, ying ying and weilong formed the gossip trio, complaining about our buddies and the amount of flirting going on..

like how my impression of certain people changed in a positive way; made me realise they are all super nice people..

like how all of us managed to squeeze ourselves and "camp" overnight at vivien's house.. and then enjoy steph's house (more like a PALACE la, got swimming pool, pool table, basement theatre, double storey bedrooms, toilets as big as my room..)


I'd gladly do it all over again..



now, they've all gone back to taiwan, and I seem to have so much time at my disposal.

life itself seems to have a large gaping hole which they left behind.

as weilong says.. "they have become a part of our lives.."

and it is not just one person, but the whole group of people, the tippers, that we miss.


they say that time heals all wounds..and no matter how much we miss them now, it'll eventually fade off as time passes.

this is the sad truth we call reality. =(



ANYWAYYYY.

I got caught for ponning maths lecture la.

like, what the heck.

now the teacher wants to see me. great. he probably thinks that I have a serious attitude problem.

can't people just understand that sometimes, we just need a simple break from school?

and it's not like I'm the only one doing it.

it's just that they are luckier and they don't get caught. -.-

UGHHHHHH.

he told my chinese teacher about it. and who knows who else he told?

yucks. big mouth. tarnish my excellent reputation. LOL.

oh well I'm still not repentent. I think I did no wrong, seriously. I was tired and didn't even bring my notes, what's wrong with sneaking off for a little time with the z-monster?

SIGH.

some people just like to think they're right. =/

hahahahaha

i'm here to blog again

yays my prayers came true

my buddy's not

1) ermm... vertically challenged (sorry if i sound mean hahhaha) she very cute! look like zhang shao han. REALLY. next time post photos up to see.

2) not smelly and dirty la.

3) quite nice.

4) we click ok so far.. no catfights yet hahaha



but then... she doesn't speak english. as in i think she's not used to it.

so now i keep speaking in mandarin!!

so crappy la i sound damn retarded cos i gotta keep stopping and translating my thoughts from english to chinese. hahaha.

ok talk more next time.

bloggggg. bleah.

this could be my last entry within the next 2 weeks!!

there'll be someone staying over at my house and i'll be losing my freedom.

sobbb. damn sad la. =(


pls pls pls pls pls let me be able to click with the person.

pls pls pls pls don't let the person be..erm..vertically challenged.

pls pls pls be nice.

pls pls don't let her be a dirty and disgusting fellow!
(I'LL MAKE HER SLEEP OUTSIDE, I SWEAR)

haha. lastly.

PLS.. speak.. english.

my mandarin really cannot make it anymore la.

arghhhhh



...




bday next week!!
(don't pretend you didn't see ok)


MY BIRTHDAY'S NEXT WEEK!!!!!

I WANT PRESENTSSSS.

muhahaha.

$$ is welcome. not that i'm materialistc. but more like I NEED MONEY la.. =/


ARGHH VERON'S GONNA TORTURE ME...

i'm so dead. pls pray for me yeah. thanksss.



...

no mood already. ciao.

an update! at last. hahahaha

exciting stuff happened today.


-silence-


i climbed the school gate again!!

and this time i didn't cry. =)

(last time i climbed the side side gate. so high! i didn't dare to jump la. so finally after i jumped i cry la! so malu don't talk liao.)


hahaha. so proud of myself ok!

damn funny lar veron and nuan ting.

veron climbed halfway. then sat on the wall and didn't dare to come down. kept shouting MUMMYYYY. hahahaah. in the end she moved to the side and climbed the fence down. and she still didn't dare to jump even when she was holding on to the fence. hahahaha. in the end i supported her waist and she landed on my toe lar. =/

LOL. veron!! so diu lian.


nuan ting climbed and sat on the gate. didn't dare to come down too (i think girls have a natural fear of heights..lol) so she sat there for a super long period of time. then finally when the security guard came over with a couple of nj students, she realised she had to jump no matter what. and she did lar. proud of you too~~ ^^

the more you climb, the better you get. trust me! haha.


LOL jocelyn was even worse. she tried to climb but realised she not tall enough. i remember her clinging on to the gate and saying "this is the maximum i can go." HAHAHAHAHAAH =)


oh well. great experience. i think it should be included during elects' camp. climbing gates bonds people! reallyyy




went down for canoe finals yesterday to cheer la.

it was ok i guess. we won 3 titles. all champions. =/


hmm. it was weird. we didn't know if canoe wanted us to cheer or not.

so in the end we only cheered "heart and soul", which was canoe's motto. then mrs cheng say she didn't hear.

and she say we didn't cheer when we won the B div title.

like.. wth la. but whatever. i mean, ultimately we're cheering for canoeists, not her.

got half day can already la. hurhurhur.


ooo so proud of sui hang!! though he came in last, it's the FINALS ok. and he only trained for ONE MONTH despite being so busy la. (awww he's all grown into a man now! hahaha.)

way to go, capt~ ^^




yeahh. update more next time la. tired already.

a new beginning.