Saturday, August 13, 2005

it's been so long, I don't know where to begin.

hmm.

the taiwan immersion programme (the singapore wing) has officially ended.

life goes back to normal.

I no longer have any more excuses to skip lessons! SOBBBB



we had farewell dinner on thursday. must admit I was SUPER SUPER high. I feel quite sorry for weilong, who had the ERHMM... HONOUR to sit with me.

I was totally doing stupid things. like taking the napkin, covering my face, then bringing the napkin down and going "SORRRRRYYY" hahahahahaha. damn retarded, I tell you.

we learnt the dance for cyndi wang's HONEY in less than one hour!! yays. it was actually songshan's mass dance song. so cool la.

songshan rocks. that's why I'm posted there. hurhurhur. =)



anyway.

I've learnt a lot during these 2 weeks of immersion.

like which part of singapore is best to shop at, where is there the nicest food, stuff like that.

like how I suck at singing (hahaha.. 20++ people in ONE room in k-box), how I totally cannot handle stress, etc..


but ultimately, I guess the best part of this immersion programme is that it allows people to bond together.

like how me, ying ying and weilong formed the gossip trio, complaining about our buddies and the amount of flirting going on..

like how my impression of certain people changed in a positive way; made me realise they are all super nice people..

like how all of us managed to squeeze ourselves and "camp" overnight at vivien's house.. and then enjoy steph's house (more like a PALACE la, got swimming pool, pool table, basement theatre, double storey bedrooms, toilets as big as my room..)


I'd gladly do it all over again..



now, they've all gone back to taiwan, and I seem to have so much time at my disposal.

life itself seems to have a large gaping hole which they left behind.

as weilong says.. "they have become a part of our lives.."

and it is not just one person, but the whole group of people, the tippers, that we miss.


they say that time heals all wounds..and no matter how much we miss them now, it'll eventually fade off as time passes.

this is the sad truth we call reality. =(



ANYWAYYYY.

I got caught for ponning maths lecture la.

like, what the heck.

now the teacher wants to see me. great. he probably thinks that I have a serious attitude problem.

can't people just understand that sometimes, we just need a simple break from school?

and it's not like I'm the only one doing it.

it's just that they are luckier and they don't get caught. -.-

UGHHHHHH.

he told my chinese teacher about it. and who knows who else he told?

yucks. big mouth. tarnish my excellent reputation. LOL.

oh well I'm still not repentent. I think I did no wrong, seriously. I was tired and didn't even bring my notes, what's wrong with sneaking off for a little time with the z-monster?

SIGH.

some people just like to think they're right. =/